This one last bullet you mentioned, is my one last shot at redemption.

Friday, January 18, 2008



CHIO RIGHT. :D




Honestly, I think it's kinda cool. Cause I've never been bandaged before in my life. Haha.



BUT IT HURTS SO BADLY OKAY! CAN YOU IMAGINE AN ANKLE WHICH IS ALREADY INJURED, BEING PULLED AND TWISTED BY THE CHINESE SINSEI WITH EXTREME FORCE?! It was so freaking painful that I swear I could break a glass screaming.



But I guess it's getting better now. As they say, no pain no gain right? If he didn't fix it, I bet i'd still be limping right now. The western doctor said I must wear an ankle guard though. Pffft. So ugly.




I feel really bad for leaving the camp halfway. I really wanted to stay for CO Evening at least. But the teachers said that I either go home and rest, or sit down there at the bench for the rest of the day doing nothing.



Every teacher was like desperate to send me back except for Mr. Vilau. He thought that it was a new injury that morning, so he said, "I've seen my netball girls! Or basketball boys! They all sprain ankle next moment can stand up and play again!" But when he found out that I sprained my ankle the previous night and it was still swelling up so badly, I guess he decided that I should go home anyway.



But I'm kinda touched by all the concern the teachers have for the students. And they think that the food given to us is not enough!! Haha. I agreeeeee!!! :D



Well, it's a pity I didn't finish the camp. ):



But at least I got home and had a long long long nap. I slept from 4pm that day to 10am the next morning you know. I guess I was very exhausted. Not only from the camp. I've been sleeping like 4 hours or so for the past few days and I guess my body's kinda worn out on the inside.




Ohwell!




Can't wait for choir! We're gonna announce the new committee real soon i guess. And I think many people will get a shock. Let's just say, especially the president. :D But I think we'll make a good team. They're many people with talents and capabilities chosen. So yeap. I'm waiting to see reactions!



And by the way, if you guys have been hearing rumours about who being what in the new committee, well, just ignore them. The list has been changed a few times, so they might not be true afterall. Don't give those people false hope, it'd really hurt if it turns out that they're not selected in the end. Yeap.




Gtg start pia-ing my homework now! :D Cya.


xoxo,PEARLYN!
11:43 AM

Thursday, January 03, 2008

I don't know if I made the right choices.



I wished someone was there to guide me in the first place when I chose to go to a triple science class. I just realised that I chose that class all for the sake of being in the best class, all for the sake of my pride. Am I doing what I love? Or what makes me happy? No. Not at all.

I'm stressed out to know the expectations that are automatically laid onto me just because I'm in that class. And I'm stressed out to know that I have to compete with the best of the best, the cream of the crop. I'm stressed out to know that I have regrets.



And I can't believe I spend more than half my day studying. I look at my life and all I see is time flying by. Yes, time just flies by like that with no meaning or purpose at all. If one doesn't live for the things he loves, and only blindly slogs his guts out for a goal that he doesn't believe in, then what's the point?


Then again, you'd say that's how life is when you're a student in Singapore. You'd slap me on my face and tell me to wake up and face reality. You'd tell me how life is not a bed of roses.




But all I'm asking for is something to sooth my urge of fufilling a passion. Is it that difficult?







I think I need to spend the weekend thinking about whether what i'm doing in my life right now is correct. Over good ol' classical music. Aaaaaaah.

xoxo,PEARLYN!
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